Depression sucks.
During the past couple of weeks I have surprised myself with my ability to keep going. Through it all there were the “dark clouds” of depression just on the horizon. (Some people describe depression as big black dogs, but I like big black dogs.)
It was a constant fear for me, I know that one of my triggers is the lack of sleep, and sleep has been in short supply.
One day ( Tuesday, Wednesday, not sure) I felt myself slipping, being enveloped by the darkness, and none of the tricks that I knew were working to keep it at bay…..
And then my phone rang.
It was my friend David calling to say he may have found a house for me. This one phone call forced me to get my act together and get back on track. He was calling just to help me out, and he likely doesn’t know how much it really did help me out.
I ended up moving into another house that suits my long term goals a little better but getting up and getting going is what I needed.
Thank you David.
