I have been doing the paperwork run around, I need to get my Visa renewed to stay in Ecuador. This has given me time on buses with not much else to do but think…or sleep. This Visa will allow me to stay in Ecuador for another year.
Some people seem to control their lives, plan ever step, have a goal and work every day to reach that goal. I admire people like that, but that is not how I seem to live my life.
My life seems to be like a boat on swiftly flowing river, it is difficult to control, I just go with the path of least resistance and try to keep moving with my head above water. I let it take me where it wants to go. Some times it is a nice smooth comfortable dift. Other times it seems like a major challenge to keep my head above water.
When I reach a point that is too challenging, or I am not happy, I pull my boat out of the water and put it in another river and see where it takes me. It is difficult to reach a goal, when you don’t have one, but it has been an interesting ride.
